For me it would have been the death of Jonathan Brandis. He was one of my first crushes and I loved him. I was very saddened and effected when I heard her had took his own life. His death really had a pyscholgical impact on me because his birthday was the day before mine. My birthday never passes when I don't think he would have been such age if he didn't die. I cried for a long time and was depressed all of the week after. I slept most of the day and was up all night numb inside.  I still can't unsertand why he did that after five years it still hurts. I met him 9 years before he passed and still have the autographed picture in my closet.  I at least still have a very important piece of him left.