Not totally feeling the Christmas warm and fuzzies but thought my LJ could reflect the spirit of the season if nothing else. And it's officially winter...it's feels like it being 37 degrees where I live. See, it gets damn cold in So Cali too.

Still having trouble sleeping properly, getting about 2 hours every night. Not good to have a troubled mind....stressed...just blah. My back has been bothering me too. Acting up more so in the last month or two. Funny how it hurts and I'm going to the docs on monday to get evaluated for work eligibility. No I didn't get a job (grumbles), but for something else that will mean money I have to pay back though work. But hopefully I'll get some kind of job really soon or money for rent.

Planning on making marble/zebra brownies for the day, got the stuff but still pondering it. And took my last $6 and got a ticket for Sherlock Holmes this friday. I guess a sort of present for myself for the fucked up year I'm having. I almost didn't do it thinking I really shouldn't but 'Hey, Whatever?' right?

So that's about it really.

Wishes everyone a safe and happy holiday season.

Take Care